InotiumSome how you don't know
By Me
Every time I fly I fall.
I will always be that one
falling star.
You may not know it,
You may not see it, I
may not show it but,
your killing me.
You were the reason I
dreamed at night you
were the reason i wanted to
be me every night.
Now all I do is cry and watch
those sad clear tears fall from
my brown eyes.
All my scars won't show, all
my pain won't show but can't
you still see the pain I feel?
Why can't you see?
By me
I tell you I'm ok.
All is fine. I'm happy
eyes are just always red.
You believed me.
Have you ever even
thought about what I
do at night just to know
I'm alive. To feel again.
To gain hope again and
find all my lost hope.
My life is a bad dream
that is waiting to end.
I've gave up the fight
for my worthless life.
You brake my lonely
heart. But find out
you weren't the
the first to make me
wish I'll die.
I can't say goodbye
By; me
I shed a few tears
just to let them out.
There was always a day
were i pretend I'm ok.
It hurts but I'll never be
that close for letting you
walk away.
I had so much to say.
I saw you would never
love me.
As i watch you walk away.
I whisper all the words
in my heart that i kept
inside.
I kept help it I'm dying a little
more I can't i won't say
goodbye.
Do you think its right
for me to hate my self
for missing you so much?
I'll miss you no i can't say
good bye as i swept away
all those lonely tears you
made.
I don't know my self.
I see lonely depression
written on my arm.
I wish you'll need me.
I want to stop breathing.
So i cant let you go.
Pain caused this
By:me
Hiding bruises until
someone choses to
see beyond these lies.
I tell you I'm okay and
only wish you wash away
the tears i hide.
Never showing pain and I
keep you thinking no one is
going to rain on my day, cant
you tell abuse is the thing?
I cut myself missing veins and
getting close to all this pain, wishing
i were dead but only wanting to
be saved before all my troubles end.
It hurts remembering all the hate
that won't leave this shattered heart.
I know that you don;t love me but i
just want you to lie to me and say
those words i've been dying to hear.
You left me home all alone and
told me i must move on. I'm still
scared because all i can see is you
leaving me.
You have to love me, i know
you don;t want me but its your
mistake for having me and cause
this pain...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you want more of my sucky lame poems PM me and I'll put them up.
Thanks for reading.
By Me
Every time I fly I fall.
I will always be that one
falling star.
You may not know it,
You may not see it, I
may not show it but,
your killing me.
You were the reason I
dreamed at night you
were the reason i wanted to
be me every night.
Now all I do is cry and watch
those sad clear tears fall from
my brown eyes.
All my scars won't show, all
my pain won't show but can't
you still see the pain I feel?
Why can't you see?
By me
I tell you I'm ok.
All is fine. I'm happy
eyes are just always red.
You believed me.
Have you ever even
thought about what I
do at night just to know
I'm alive. To feel again.
To gain hope again and
find all my lost hope.
My life is a bad dream
that is waiting to end.
I've gave up the fight
for my worthless life.
You brake my lonely
heart. But find out
you weren't the
the first to make me
wish I'll die.
I can't say goodbye
By; me
I shed a few tears
just to let them out.
There was always a day
were i pretend I'm ok.
It hurts but I'll never be
that close for letting you
walk away.
I had so much to say.
I saw you would never
love me.
As i watch you walk away.
I whisper all the words
in my heart that i kept
inside.
I kept help it I'm dying a little
more I can't i won't say
goodbye.
Do you think its right
for me to hate my self
for missing you so much?
I'll miss you no i can't say
good bye as i swept away
all those lonely tears you
made.
I don't know my self.
I see lonely depression
written on my arm.
I wish you'll need me.
I want to stop breathing.
So i cant let you go.
Pain caused this
By:me
Hiding bruises until
someone choses to
see beyond these lies.
I tell you I'm okay and
only wish you wash away
the tears i hide.
Never showing pain and I
keep you thinking no one is
going to rain on my day, cant
you tell abuse is the thing?
I cut myself missing veins and
getting close to all this pain, wishing
i were dead but only wanting to
be saved before all my troubles end.
It hurts remembering all the hate
that won't leave this shattered heart.
I know that you don;t love me but i
just want you to lie to me and say
those words i've been dying to hear.
You left me home all alone and
told me i must move on. I'm still
scared because all i can see is you
leaving me.
You have to love me, i know
you don;t want me but its your
mistake for having me and cause
this pain...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you want more of my sucky lame poems PM me and I'll put them up.
Thanks for reading.
Last edited by Joise30 on Thu Feb 18, 2010 10:07 am; edited 1 time in total (Reason for editing : New Poem!)
